Sunday, September 7, 2008

I'm having an emotional Sunday..

My hubby has left for another hunting trip. He is off with his dad in the great unknown of Alaska. Area 20a if you wanna look it up. There's nothing there, not even roads. I am kinda missing him already and he just left this morning.

I'm feeling like I really want to be pregnant. I want to have another munchkin running around here. I know it will come in time. I really don't want to pay the $400 for the medication right now.(And I need a hubby around to do this sort of thing sooo..)

I'm just going to sit around here today and moop about how everyone else is pregnant, and not me. Yes EVERYONE else!! :) Made you think, huh, Jill and Amy!?!

Funny story about that. I used to work with a lady that was pretty open about her sex life. Most of the time, I tuned her out. But we would all give her a bad time about how she was too old for that stuff and comments like that. (She was not too old for that but just had to give her a bad time.) Well anyway she was telling us about how she was going through 'the change' as she would call it. She hadn't had her visit regularly for some time. At one point, she said "My boobs hurt." We all laughed and said she was pregnant. She would get so mad when we said that cuz she was a little upset that 'the change' was happening so quickly. Well anyway to make a long story short...she was pregnant. 4 months pregnant!! The funny thing about it is she already had an Oops baby!! (Her kids were 18, 15, 13 and 6...see the oops baby there at the end! Well now she has oh crap, I thought we were going to retire next year baby!! LOL Needless to say, she's not retiring anytime so, or her husband.) Did I mention that he was fixed?!! LOL

Now what are you thinking about Jill? Amy?? :)

UPDATE: Chris and I have been trying to have a munchkin since we were 'cleared' after we had Bee. We want 6 kids and I don't wanna be an old mom so we have been trying. The medicine is the fertility meds...the military won't pay for it so that's how much it costs. Just to answer a couple questions.


amelia bedelia said...

You know I charge for this kind of therapy! Kidding. Ok, first of all, im confused. $400 for what medicine? And second, how old are you? and third, does your hubby want to have another? ok enough questions. Girly, if you want to have another bambino, DO IT. I mean you have to really do "it"! ha. E-mail me if you want to talk private! I'm there for ya! But give me time, Im going to take a shower right now. And I have to straighten my hair which takes 30 friggin minutes. and i think this is the longest comment in blog history.

jill jill bo bill said...

Listen, even with a hysterectomy, I was sweatin' that I would be the first woman without a uterus to get knocked up because I am so fertile.
I am with Amy, talk with your hubby and decide together. It's fun trying at least.
I hope he says yes!!!!

Nicci said...

If at first you don't succeed... try and try again! :o)

Mal N' Jon said...

Don't worry at least you have one kid... We don't got NO kids and all our buddys are like on number two. It's okay with us though, I think i'm too scared to have a baby anytime we have dogs.

Rachel H. said...

I'M not pregnant right now....though, I am okay with this. I hope you get all you are hoping for!!! But it's true, your hubby has to be on board!

mommaof4wife2r said...

i stumbled on ur blog from little amelia bedilia...she's funny.

anyway, i feel for you...more than you know. i have 4 kids now, but they didn't all come easy and the way i thought they would. anyway, don't let people tell you that 'it will happen if you forget about it', because it doesn't work that way. i will tell you that after 10 years and 2 adoptions, and being in the midst of perimenopause, i found out i was pregnant. it was after we had 'finished' our family...but God knew i wasn't done. i can' be more thankful for my #4...she reminds me every day that God has a sense of humor and loves me in spite of myself and my questions and anger.

anyway, off my high horse...come and stop by my blog sometime...nice meeting you.

Julie said...

I just want to say as one of your friends who is prego at the moment, it is exciting to think that I am expanding my family. But I must say that the days can be kind of hard. It would be nice if I could explain to Josh why I can't always pick him up and carry him, but you try explaining something to a 14 1/2 month old.

I also want to say that the Lord knows you and what is best for you. He is there with you and when the time is right, things will happen. (even if that means you need fertility to help) But he has a plan for you.
Love you!

Laura said...

I'm not pregnant either and I'm fine with that - now. Right now I know of 30 friends who are pregnant and most are on their 2nd and 3rd kids.
If things for us had gone full term we'd have 2 children right now.

Don't let it get you down. Things will happen and you have one amazing little guy right now. Make the most of him - which I'm sure you are.

Staci said...

I'll sit around and mope with you today! I'm far from prego too, I think we talked about this the one night. I know how hard it is to want something you can't seem to get. I hope you and your hubby the best of luck! (Hugs!)

Shelle said...

Poor thing...Not that she is pregnant at 40, but that she has to wait another 18-20 years until she can retire! WHoa is her!

Where you been? Haven't heard from you done with those books?

JenniBeanV said...

Whenever I see a baby, I wish I could have more!

I hope when hubby gets home, you get lucky right away!