Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Spilling my guts: part 1

So Chris is gone tonight, doing a Suicide run to the Kenai river to fish. (It's called a Suicide run cuz they leave right after work (10pm) and drive 2 hours to the river, fish and then drive back in the early morning. Then get up and go to work at 2pm.) Silly boy!

So you get to hear all my stuff that I have to say! YAY!

So today MUST be "Announce that you are Pregnant to Krista day." Seriously! I had three friends tell me they were el prego! Congrats to all of them! Great job on the baby making!

Then I turn on MY show, The Real Desperate Housewives of New Jersey, and both Jacqueline and Teresa are el prego!!! Congrats to them both!

Seriously though, Jacqueline was my broken buddy. She's was why I really, really got into the show. We were broken moms trying to have another. Trying not to sound ungrateful for what we have. Now she's all knocked up. You go girl! I guess I gotta find another buddy.
Speaking of getting knocked up. I'm still peeing on sticks that aren't changing. (I bought a package with 7 sticks, which I guess is how many most people need to tell when they release an egg, or ovulate.) Not Kritta. I'm on day 7 tomorrow.
I don't know why I'm getting so disappointed. I guess I thought I wouldn't need all the sticks. For some reason, my head thought I would have ovulated by now. That we would be on our way to baby making. I'm not sure why I expected this. I know that I have a longer cycle... usually 35-39 days. If this was a normal cycle without drugs, I wouldn't ovulate for another week, at least.
I am thinking that I thought this was going to be a miracle drug that would just fix things right away. That I would ovulate the first day and already know if I was pregnant. Today seems to be the day that I realize, it might take a few times on this medicine, Clomid, to get prego.
To tell you how much faith I had in this medicine, I already have the due date figured out. (March 14, so you don't have to figure it out.) Sad huh?
PLEASE everybody, tell me when you are pregnant! I am so excited for you! REALLY, REALLY! Two of my friends were scared to tell me. Just because I'm broken, doesn't mean I can't love that fact that you can make babies! That I get to kiss and hug them and steal them at church. (Just ask Bobbi!!)
So don't be afraid.
I won't bite you.
Or kick you.


Rachel H. said...

OH SWEET FRIEND! One question for you know you have particular cycles? Like, certain lengths? Because for me, I have like...LOOOOONG 50 day cycles. :) So I don't ovulate when most people do.

We need to chat... :)

Aunt Spicy said...

Humm...I really don't think you are broken! You seem pretty perfect! Just currently in a difficult timing situation, that will definitely work itself out!

♥georgie♥ said...

Kritta it will happen in Gods time...hugs to you!

Dianah said...

Good for you! It is so important for people to know that they can tell you they are pregnant, invite you to baby showers and ask you to baby sit. You are still the same Krista, and you can still celebrate their joy.

Jane's Fabrics and Quilts said...

First STOP saying you are broken, you are not, like me you just need a little help, did your doctor tell you to take your temperature right befor you get up and make a graph? If not do it!! It will help let you know when you are going to release that golden egg, did he tell you that sperm last for three days, so even if you are around the time of the egg release, it could still work. Remember "Rome was not built in a day" Also, I NEVER what to see that "B" word again!! xoxoxo

Katie said...

Krista, you are amazing! I see a lot of women come into work for blood tests for fertility stuff, and it is tough. But I promise that it will be even more of a blessing when it does happen. Just keep trying, have fun, and trust that it will happen when it's the right time. I think babies come when they are supposed to, no matter what kind of planning we do.

Kristina P. said...

I felt so bad for Jacqueline. She was so sweet.

Nutty Hamster Chick said...

I agree with Kristina. I loved this show this season, but I am not a fan that I have to wait until tomorrow for the rest of the reunion.

Hang in there girl. You are doing great.

Delena said...

Stumbled across your blog and am glad I did. I love real blogs about real people! Wishing you pregnacy luck!

Andrea said...

Aw girl, less work more play. Quit peeing on the sticks or you are going to have an anxiety attack! I am fine with the pics by the way. I post mine all over my page. Why not share the wealth?

The Duckers said...

I heard, and i'm not sure how accurate this is, that the AVERAGE person needs to be on this medicine for 3-4 months before it works! So, take it easy. The stress might be a hindrance too....

Shelle-BlokThoughts said...

OH KRITTA!!! I wanted it to be a quick fix also. We are so much alike. When my sister was having a hard time getting pregnant and she went on that medicine... I was like SWEET we are going to have another baby in NO TIME.

I was wrong.

You're in my prayers girl!

Purple and Paisley said...

you poor are not paisley's son and daughter-in-law tried for 6 years to get pregnant...even artificial insemination twice...finally they had given up...and guess what? then they got pregnant! twice! now we have maddy and abby - relax, take a deep breath, don't worry, don't fret...if it's meant to be, it will happen in its own time...and how blessed you are to already have connor, right? ♥